I’m 18 and obsessed with using sunbeds… but people online are saying I look “burnt to a crisp.”

Megan Blain, an 18-year-old who’s hooked on sunbeds, says she won’t stop tanning, even though online trolls are constantly insulting her. They’ve compared her skin to a “dirty 2p coin,” but she feels stuck in a tanning habit she can’t break.

Megan, from Seaham, County Durham, started using sunbeds at 16 to keep a tan all year. She ditched fake tan products for daily sunbed sessions and even began using tanning injections to get a darker glow. Although she didn’t know much about the risks, she spent up to 30 minutes on sunbeds, sometimes using baby oil to boost the effect.

Teenager Megan Blain, 18, has admitted to being addicted to sunbeds, despite facing harsh criticism online and noticing concerning changes to her skin

Megan has been compared to a ‘dirty 2p coin’ by trolls – but she insists she is trapped in a cycle of tanning and can’t imagine stopping

Megan said, “I liked how I looked with a tan. I wear bright colors, and the tan made them stand out more. Once I saw how good it looked, I started going to the sunbeds more often.”

But her intense tanning routine has raised health concerns. Megan now admits she’s addicted and has tried to cut back on sunbed use.

She also says the tanning injections make her feel sick, and she’s noticed a strange patch on her skin that changes size. Even though she’s scared it could be cancer, she hasn’t stopped tanning yet. Megan has tried to go to the doctor several times but gets too nervous to go inside.

“I’m the type of person who worries about everything, so it’s strange that I’m not more worried about this patch. I know it could be melanoma, but I still use sunbeds, which shows it’s an addiction. I never feel dark enough,” she explained.

She says she’s stuck in a cycle of overusing sunbeds and taking injections that make her feel sick and unable to eat. She used to go every day, but now she goes about four times a week.

Despite getting negative attention from strangers, with some saying she looks like a “burnt chip” or a “cremated” version of herself, Megan still can’t imagine life without tanning beds.

The student, from Seaham, County Durham, initially began using sunbeds at 16, hoping to maintain a year-round tan
She swapped fake tan products for sunbeds and even started injecting herself with tanning agents to achieve a deeper glow
The student admits tanning injections make her feel nauseous and she’s even noticed a suspicious patch recently appear on her skin
Despite ‘not knowing much about sunbeds’ at first, Megan spent up to half an hour on the beds under the UV lights for over a year, often coated in baby oil to enhance the results

Megan said, “Everywhere I go, people stare at me. When they say I’m dark, I don’t believe them. I don’t feel dark at all, like I can’t see it myself.”

She admits she wants to stop using sunbeds one day, but she can’t imagine quitting. “I wouldn’t recommend this to anyone because you could get addicted without even realizing it, like I did,” she warned.

Megan has tried to cut down, now only using sunbeds four times a week, and she’s using her TikTok platform to warn younger people about the dangers of sunbed addiction. She’s especially worried because more young people seem to be using sunbeds than older ones, and she knows how easy it is to get hooked.

However, Megan has also faced online trolls who make fun of her tan. Some compare her to “burnt chips” or say her skin looks like a dirty “2p coin.” One person even asked if the sunbeds “cremated” her.

While Megan’s views on tanning have changed, she still struggles to break her habit of using UV lights.

Megan says her extreme tan has attracted attention from strangers, with some comparing her to a ‘burnt chip’ or saying she looks like a ‘cremated’ version of herself
Despite the backlash online, she insists she never feels ‘dark enough’ and struggles to imagine a life without the tanning beds
Megan has reduced her sunbed usage to four times a week and is now using her platform on TikTok to warn ‘the younger generation’ about the dangers of sunbed addiction

Megan said, “After two years, I’ve changed my mind about sunbeds. If I could go back, I’d never start. Now, it’s not even about wanting to be tan anymore—I just feel like I have to use them.”

She explained that once she’s on the sunbed, it’s hard to turn it off. “I don’t even like using them anymore, I actually dread it, but I feel like I physically can’t stop.”

Another tanning addict, Fionnghuala Maguire, 35, from Belfast, shared her story, saying she feels “lucky to be alive” after using sunbeds almost every day for 15 years. She started at 14 and never used sunscreen during that time. Fionnghuala is now warning others not to make the same mistake, having been hooked on tanning and going to salons up to seven days a week at the height of her addiction.

A Blind Elderly Woman Asked Me to Walk Her Home — The Next Day, Her Sons Showed Up on My Doorstep with the Police

It started as an ordinary morning—a quiet goodbye to my father at the cemetery. But by the next day, I found myself sitting in a police station, accused of a crime I didn’t commit. All because of my kind gesture toward an elderly blind woman.

Grief has a peculiar way of dulling time. Days stretch into weeks, and yet, every memory feels as sharp as a blade. It had been six months since I lost my father, and though life went on, the pain lingered. I found solace in visiting his grave every week, sharing with him the things I could no longer say in life.

Woman wearing a black dress at a gravesite | Source: Pexels

Woman wearing a black dress at a gravesite | Source: Pexels

That morning, the air was crisp, a gentle breeze rustling through the cemetery’s towering oaks. I stood by his grave, holding a bouquet of white lilies, his favorite.

“Goodbye, Dad,” I whispered, brushing away a tear.

As I turned to leave, I noticed a frail figure standing a few rows away near a freshly dug grave. An elderly blind woman, dressed in a simple black dress, clutched a white cane. Her dark glasses hid her eyes, but the slump in her shoulders spoke volumes.

Senior visually impaired woman | Source: Midjourney

Senior visually impaired woman | Source: Midjourney

“Excuse me, ma’am,” I said softly, approaching her. “Do you need help?”

She turned her head in my direction, her lips curling into a faint smile. “Oh, thank you, dear. I’d appreciate it if you could walk me home. My sons were supposed to pick me up, but I think they’ve forgotten.”

I felt a pang of anger on her behalf. Who abandons their blind mother at a cemetery? “Of course,” I said. “I’d be happy to help.”

As we walked down the quiet streets, she introduced herself as Kira. Her husband, Samuel, had passed away just days before.

Senior woman and a young woman at a gravesite | Source: Midjourney

Senior woman and a young woman at a gravesite | Source: Midjourney

“He was my world,” she said, her voice trembling. “We were married for forty-two years. Losing him…” She trailed off, her words swallowed by the weight of her grief.

I squeezed her arm gently. “I’m so sorry for your loss.”

“They didn’t even wait with me at the cemetery,” she continued bitterly. “My sons, Ethan and Mark. They said they’d come back in half an hour, but I waited two hours. Samuel always said they’d be the death of me, but I didn’t want to believe him.”

Senior woman and a young woman at a gravesite | Source: Midjourney

Senior woman and a young woman at a gravesite | Source: Midjourney

Her words hinted at a deeper rift, but I didn’t press.

We reached her modest home, a charming brick house surrounded by a garden of roses. “Would you like to come in for tea?” she asked.

I hesitated, but her hopeful smile made me relent. Inside, the house was warm and inviting, with faded photographs adorning the walls. One caught my eye—a younger Kira and a man I assumed was Samuel, their hands intertwined, standing in front of the Eiffel Tower.

Young couple standing near the Eiffel tower | Source: Midjourney

Young couple standing near the Eiffel tower | Source: Midjourney

“Samuel installed cameras all over the house,” Kira said as she brewed the tea. “He didn’t trust the boys. “They’re more interested in what’s mine than in me,’ he used to say.”

Her words lingered with me as I left an hour later, promising to check in on her soon. Little did I know, that simple act of kindness would turn my life upside down.

The next morning, I was jolted awake by a pounding on my front door. My heart raced as I stumbled out of bed, still half-asleep.

“Open up!” a male voice shouted.

Woman seated in her bed | Source: Midjourney

Woman seated in her bed | Source: Midjourney

I swung the door open to find two men glaring at me, flanked by a police officer. One of the men about 35, broad-shouldered and furious, pointed at me. “That’s her! She was in our mother’s house yesterday!”

“Good morning, ma’am,” the officer said calmly. “Are you, by any chance, acquainted with a woman named Kira?”

“Yes,” I stammered, my mind reeling. “I walked her home from the cemetery yesterday.”

The younger of the two men about 25, his face red with anger, took a step toward me. “And then what? You decided to rob her blind?”

“What?” I gasped. “I would never—”

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Woman explaining herself following an accusation | Source: Midjourney

“Don’t play innocent,” the older man snapped. “Mom told us you were in her house. She said you stayed for tea. Who else would’ve taken the money and jewelry?”

My stomach dropped. “This has to be a mistake. I didn’t take anything!”

The officer raised a hand to silence the commotion. “Ma’am, I’m going to need you to come with us to clear this up.”

I felt a chill run down my spine as I grabbed my coat, my mind racing. How had this gone so wrong?

At the station, Kira was already there, sitting in a corner with her cane resting against her knee. Her face lit up when she saw me.

Senior blind woman at a police station | Source: Midjourney

Senior blind woman at a police station | Source: Midjourney

“Thank goodness,” she said, reaching out for my hand. “I told them you didn’t do it.”

“Then why am I here?” I asked, glancing nervously at the officer.

“Because my sons are fools,” she said sharply, turning toward Ethan and Mark, who stood stiffly by the door. “And because they’re greedy.”

“Mom, don’t,” Ethan warned, but she waved him off.

“They accused her of stealing, but I know better,” Kira continued, her voice steady. “Samuel installed cameras in the house, remember? Officer, I told you to check the recordings.”

The officer raised an eyebrow. “Cameras?”

Curious male police officer | Source: Midjourney

Curious male police officer | Source: Midjourney

Kira nodded. “In the living room, the hallway, and the kitchen. Samuel didn’t trust anyone—not even them.”

Ethan’s face turned pale. “Mom, you don’t have to do this.”

“Oh, I think I do,” Kira shot back. “I’m tired of covering for you boys.”

Suspense hung in the air as the officer dispatched a team to retrieve the recordings. We waited in tense silence, the only sound the ticking of a clock on the wall.

An hour later, the officers returned with a laptop. “We’ve reviewed the footage,” one of them said, his tone grim.

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Laptop on a brown background | Source: Midjourney

The room fell silent as the video played. There I was, helping Kira to the couch and disappearing into the kitchen to make tea. I left shortly after, waving goodbye at the door.

“See?” I said, relief washing over me. “I didn’t take anything!”

But the video wasn’t over. Moments after I left, Ethan and Mark appeared in the frame, rummaging through drawers and cabinets. They emptied jewelry boxes and pocketed cash from an envelope hidden in a cookie jar.

“You idiots,” Kira muttered under her breath.

Disappointed senior blind woman | Source: Midjourney

Disappointed senior blind woman | Source: Midjourney

The officer stopped the video and turned to the brothers. “Care to explain?”

Ethan stammered, “We… we were looking for paperwork!”

“For paperwork in a jewelry box?” the officer replied, unimpressed.

Mark buried his face in his hands. “It wasn’t supposed to go like this.”

“No,” Kira said, her voice icy. “It wasn’t. You’ve betrayed me and your father’s memory.”

The brothers were arrested on the spot, and charged with theft and filing a false report. I sat next to Kira, stunned by the turn of events.

Brothers under police custody | Source: Midjourney

Brothers under police custody | Source: Midjourney

“I’m so sorry, dear,” she said, gripping my hand. “They’ve always been like this, taking and taking. Samuel tried to warn me, but I didn’t want to believe it.”

“What will happen to them?” I asked.

“That’s up to the court,” the officer replied. “But their accusations against you won’t help their case.”

I was free to go, but the experience left a bitter taste in my mouth. As I walked Kira back home that evening, she confided more about her family.

Women taking a walk | Source: Midjourney

Women taking a walk | Source: Midjourney

“Samuel adored them when they were younger,” she said. “But as they grew older, they changed. They became greedy, always asking for money, never giving back.”

“Why didn’t you cut them off?” I asked gently.

She sighed. “A mother’s love is complicated. Even when they hurt you, you keep hoping they’ll change.”

Women taking a walk | Source: Midjourney

Women taking a walk | Source: Midjourney

In the weeks that followed the harrowing ordeal, I found myself drawn to Kira’s home more often than I expected. Our initial bond, forged in the unlikeliest of circumstances, deepened with each visit. Her house, once a place where tension lingered in the shadows, began to feel like a haven.

“I can’t believe how peaceful it is now,” she said one afternoon, sipping her tea by the living room window. Sunlight streamed through the lace curtains, painting patterns on the wooden floor.

“It’s different,” I admitted, setting my own cup down. “But you deserve peace after everything.”

Women having a conversation | Source: Midjourney

Women having a conversation | Source: Midjourney

She gave a wistful smile, her fingers tracing the rim of her cup. “Peace doesn’t come easy, you know. Samuel and I fought so hard to build this life, only to see it threatened by the very people we gave it to.”

Her words hung in the air, heavy with emotion. Over the weeks, Kira had shared more about her late husband—a man of discipline and integrity who had grown increasingly disillusioned with their sons.

“They never used to be like this,” she said. “But somewhere along the way, they let greed take over. It wasn’t the money, really—it was the entitlement. The belief that everything I have was theirs for the taking.”

Women having a conversation | Source: Midjourney

Women having a conversation | Source: Midjourney

I hesitated, then asked the question I’d been holding back. “Do you regret not confronting them sooner?”

Kira stared out the window, her dark glasses perched on the edge of her nose. “Regret is tricky. Would it have changed them? Maybe. But a mother’s heart is stubborn. You keep hoping, right up until the end.”

Her voice wavered, and I reached across to squeeze her hand. “You’re stronger than you know, Kira. And Samuel…he knew that, too.”

She nodded, her lips trembling into a faint smile. “Maybe you’re right. And maybe Samuel sent you to me.”

Senior woman and a younger woman having a conversation | Source: Midjourney

Senior woman and a younger woman having a conversation | Source: Midjourney

Her words echoed the thought I’d been carrying since the day I met her. As I rose to leave, Kira surprised me by pulling me into a gentle embrace.

“Thank you,” she whispered. “For being my light in a dark moment.”

“You’ve been mine, too,” I replied softly.

As I walked home under the fading sunlight, I felt lighter, as though a burden I didn’t know I was carrying had lifted. Kira’s parting words stayed with me:

“Sometimes, strangers become family in ways you never expect.”

Woman taking a walk | Source: Midjourney

Woman taking a walk | Source: Midjourney

This work is inspired by real events and people, but it has been fictionalized for creative purposes. Names, characters, and details have been changed to protect privacy and enhance the narrative. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental and not intended by the author.

The author and publisher make no claims to the accuracy of events or the portrayal of characters and are not liable for any misinterpretation. This story is provided as “is,” and any opinions expressed are those of the characters and do not reflect the views of the author or publisher.

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